bday.

--- UPDATE ---
MADE MY MOM A RED VELVET CAKE! :]so this is how broke I am... I had to dig out $2 bills I saved from when I was younger in order to buy the cake mix and frosting.

I obviously need new mixing tools.

"BLOODUH!"

I had to cut off the burnt part haha.yay to cream cheese frosting! YAYYYYY~

it doesn't just look pretty, it tastes pretty darn good too! my mom thought it was chocolate haha, her first red velvet cake :D

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Today is my mom's birthday.

My heart is broken.

I hate to see her cry.

She shouldn't have to feel this way today... or ever. Seems like this happens every year. I don't blame it all on my dad. But I wonder when he'll learn to listen. And I wonder when I'll learn to care more. Why does it take us so long to realize these things? I thought we were done arguing with one another but I guess not. But of course, we won't be able to grow as a family if we don't keep going through things like this. Once we get comfortable, He comes swooping in dropping off another obstacle!

Hopefully I'll be able to make it up to her. So everything that happened today will be covered up with better memories. I'm going to try even harder to become a better daughter, a more thoughtful daughter, and a more helpful and loving daughter in the future.

I wanna hug yo' face!

Sometimes I go to sleep with a pair of socks on and wake up in the morning with only a half a pair on my feet. Richard got me a couple of these awesome socks from Korea! Along with other Jjangoo/Shinchan accessories. What a wonderful friend he is. Hope you don't mind me flashing my ugly right foot.

Keychain mirror that Richard also got for me of my all time favorite character. How cool is that?!! VERY cool. He has no pants on of course. Look at his bump haha!

Watched 'Coraline' in 3-D.And I absolutely adored it!Can't wait for it to come out on DVD haha.
REAL-D glasses. (<--- lame name)These are actually from when I watched 'My Bloody Valentine 3-D'Recycled my second pair. Trying to help the earth. Don't wear them as sunglasses children, you may hurt yourself.

--- Random photos from the past couple of weeks! Enjoy :]

Steve's Starbuck's creation.(made with his nifty pocket scissors)

Niko's for sushi buffet :] look at all of our plates!

Philadelphia rolls have my ♡ 4eva.

Linda brought me healthy/unhealthy snacks to satisfy my needs and my friend "TOM"... Mr. Doug not included.

@ PetSmart • A bird couple taking a nap... thought it was funny.

I'm easily amused.

@ Denny's • Arnold is one very talented dude.

Valentine's Day @ Pizza John's!

The Works & Justin's Pepperoni hahaha :P

ready to bake.

This was me trying to be productive last night. Watching 'The Wheel Of Fortune' as I make Ready To Bake cookies, followed by 'Heroes' and 'Paranormal State' while I suffered doing some leg/butt exercises.

Even doing something as simple as this made my day a little more exciting than usual. nnnyes it's pretty sad. I'm trying to make my days more productive while I look for a job in this economic crisis. If you have any suggestions of things I could do or we could do together, holler. Kind of in a spontaneous state of mind lately! 

♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥

White Elephant Gift Exchange... Valentine's style.

I think everyone at our church were too nice with all of the gifts haha!

"YOU SMELL GOOOOOD~"

Hoops & Yoyo are the best haha.Motown all the way baby.

My gift I picked from Mr. Doug. I needed a new candle in my room too!

It's full of love and smells delicious :]

An accessory that Linda made! She's so talented.

But the poor thing got abandoned so I ended up keeping it...

YAY! It was fate I tell yahs. Ain't it just the cutest thing?

So we all know Valentine's Day is a day to share your love with your significant other/loved ones. And for all the single people out there (including me), this is the day we usually dread and get sickened by– from all of the decorations that are drenching with hearts and the color red. And of course we can't forget all of the couples. But deep down inside we are all envious of those that are able to share this day with their boyfriend or girlfriend and may feel a little left out and hurt. (Or maybe that's just me? Haha!) I have a point I promise...

Shouldn't it be Valentine's Day everyday? Why is there a day to show love when it should be like that 24/7. I guess it's a good time to remind people to cherish those that are closest to them and show appreciation. Kinda like all the other holidays like Thanksgiving and Christmas but not really...? Yeah, there is a bit of a difference. A lot more emphasis on LOVE. Well, it definitely gave me a huge reminder.

Even if I didn't have a significant other to share this day with, in reality I really did. I do, I have, and I always will everyday of my life and for the rest of my life. The biggest romantic in the world... GOD. To know what He did, just because He loved us so much still amazes me every time I think about it. God is romancing us all of the time but we are so caught up with ourselves and our lives that it just passes us by. Do you know anyone else that can make the stars twinkle, the sun rays illuminate the sky, or give you the feeling of a sweet soft breeze come across your face? (If you do, def let me know.) Take time to notice the things that He's created for us and to glorify His name. Show your love more often to the One that deserves every ounce of our love.

bewbz.

Wowza. I should wake up 6 in the morning everyday. It felt like a super double combo day. Pretty awesome. Seriously need a job. I've forgotten what it feels like to wake up in the morning.

For over 3 hours I sat in an uncomfortable chair in a very awkward waiting room full of people waiting to get a Colonoscopy. Wasn't for me obviously, I was there for my dad. But once we all hit 50... it's time to get your butthole checked! Amusing to watch someone come out of sedation. Hospital beds still make me feel uneasy.

Sometimes I like to create random Play-Doh food with a friend. (Thanks Linda! You're always bringing the kid out of me.)

We were obviously lacking in some colors...

I am not responsible for the poop/snake thing.

Went and watched the first show for Friday the 13th! @ 12am.

The classic series obviously can't be beat but had to see how they remade it. All I can say is that Jason is a real BAMF in this one and...

Boobs bewbz bOObs b00bzzzzzzzzz. Lots of it.

Can't believe it still got an R rating!

Kind of sad with how much Hollywood can get away with now.

Entertaining to watch but not the best.

Anyone remember Willa Ford by the way? 

The one hit wonder that sang "I Wanna Be Bad"

Well she has a small role in the film... quite random.

Guess her singing career didn't get her anywhere so she tried acting.

Anyway, this is her and her boobs about to meet their end.

Didn't take a photo of this scene intentionally by the way haha!

Some Christians believe you shouldn't watch horror movies or anything with a lot of violence. Yeah, it's pretty bad that people find entertainment in watching people get killed and whatnot. But as long as it doesn't influence you in a negative way, I don't find it to be a big deal. I feel that my faith is strong enough that watching things like this won't hinder my walk with God. But then again, you're not really benefitting anything positive from watching it so what's the point right? I guess it all depends on the person's maturity and spiritual maturity as well. What do you think?

What a random day. Finally... my bed and I meet again.

insomnia.

I saw the sun come up this morning. 

That is not cool. The fact that I went to sleep at 4AM and woke up at 6AM made it uncool. Don't think it was a very wise choice to have a venti Cinnamon Dolce Latte last night. Haven't had caffeine in a while so it might've boosted my insomnia. And the fact that the wind was blowing like it was nobody's business didn't help either. The windows in my room are officially broken so I can hear and feel everything that's going on outside. It was so strong that it shut my bedroom door!

I couldn't go back to sleep because every time I closed my eyes I felt like my brain was being attacked by little creatures holding bits and pieces of random thoughts from my subconscious mind and shoving them into my conscious mind in a disorderly manner. Don't know how else to describe it. But yeah once I opened my eyes I was okay. So I just pretty much laid in my bed staring at my curtains for a good hour. I've officially gone insane.

The weather here is so bipolar! It was absolutely beautiful yesterday being in the 60s then it started pouring at night THEN it sounded like there was a freakin F5 outside of my window! Let me know if it's like this anywhere else... because I find it ridiculous. Let's just blame it on global warming yeah? I should stop complaining and be thankful that I don't live in an area where there are horrible hurricanes and tornadoes.

I just realized I missed Heroes on Monday and missed the past 3 episodes of Lost. I fail at keeping up with shows. Gotta go watch them now so I'm up to date and socially accepted! :P

THE TRUTH.

I'm still blogging on tumblr!

But found it a lot easier to post random photos and such here.

Plus I think more people use blogger anyway :P

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Oh, the taste of Cinnabons and the taste of childhood...

These two things are the truth!

Bought this shirt today from the little boy's section at Target!

flannel + hoodie = <3

But besides these materialistic things haha...

I had a true time of fellowship with my brothers and sisters tonight.

Made me realize how hard it really is to live life as a Christian.

We're going through some difficult times right now as a church so if any of you could keep us in your prayers, that would be a blessing!

Now don't get it twisted...

Jesus is the real truth, the life, and the way. 

can I get a Amen?